A year ago I was so happy ha. I was so happy and I dunno what happened. The older I get…no wonder Peter Pan didn’t want to grow up. But I don’t think it’s the growing up part thats a pain…it’s everything else. It’s people and environment. It’s all the wrong and bad that go along with losing innocence. And growing up is losing your innocence right? Growing up is exposition. And other factors. I’m quite repetitive. And I probably have a personality disorder. I tend to diagnose myself.